It's Mother's Day weekend and I can't help to think, I am a mother. This post is solely my perspective, my outlook, my life as a new mother. Previously I never thought how my life would change once I became a mom, but oddly others that know me have. To be honest some were right in their judgments and some were wrong...No matter what I'm living my best life as a mother.
Life as a mother has definitely changed me in a good way. Beforehand I was nervous, and had a fear of the unknown. But several seasoned moms briefed me and always said, 'don't worry, it will come natural to you' and that it has...I know everything about her.
I'm obsessed with her! As she is growing as a baby, I am growing as a mom. I enjoy every moment. Sometimes I ask myself, 'Am I smothering her, giving her too much love? But there is never too much love I can give as her mother. I fully understand how easily mothers and daughters become best friends.
About this photo op, Lilli was all wired up it was heading towards her bedtime. I told my husband I'm gonna draw a bath for us it should calm her. Soon as I got her in the tub and laid her on my chest she was asleep. I at least wanted to play for a few minutes because she loves bath time. She wasn't up for it. Instead of getting out immediately and putting her to bed, I wanted to soak up the moment literally. She is so amazing; she's the sweetest little human I know. I wish I could hold her in my arms forever... People often ask me, 'How do you like being a Mother?' simply because I was always the one who didn't have kids and everyone around me did. My response is always, 'I feel like I have been missing out, its the best ever."